Hello DA Members,
Thank you to those people out there who still watch, favorite, and leave comments for me. It really does mean A LOT to have such warm messages and thoughts that you still take the time for a quiet DA account.
For the past two years I have struggled with opening this account back up and working more on it. More recently I have posted a few pictures, but I really don't have much to put up these days. I have been practicing art again, but most consist of anthro type characters and I don't really want to post that here.
I miss my friends, I miss anime fandoms (some), but they have evolved in such a way I have outgrown them. There are so many going up and others disappearing way to fast; I didn't even know Tokyopop was gone until about 2 months ago.
I'm horrible with keeping contact with people, and distance really puts a damper on things considering I end up missing people more.
Truth is, I don't really have any cosplay to do. I am way better at sewing then before, but don't have an anime I want to cosplay from. I haven't had time to pick out new animes and watch them, nor people to recommend anything to me. I don't really have groups anymore. I've retired Envy from FMA, or Brotherhood now (I haven't watched), and have another anime I would like to do, but don't really have the strive to do it.
I lack energy: the spur to do these things. I haven't been to a real gathering in years really.
I've tried new things: making fursuits, done body paint, worked on numerous theatrical shows, one of which is opening tomorrow.
I moved away from home and am at a University now finishing up a BA. It gets pretty damn lonely.
But enough of my babbling- I'm sure the 'down in the dumps' talk SUCKS.
So really, I guess what I'm trying to say is, PLEASE POST to me, and if you have KEEP IT UP! Say hello! I really LOVE talking to people, but I forget to do it with a million things going on. Communication goes both ways, but I'm really bad at saying 'hi' first. I love you all and hope that I can try to bring back relationships I've let dwindle, and build new ones!
Thank you again, hope you all have a good rest of 2011. I'll try not to let my inbox reach over 1,000 updates again.